måndag 17 februari 2014

Some days i feel like i'm fucking done, i'm waging war against everyone.

It's 3:30 pm & i've drank a smoothie around 10 am that consumed of 1 banana, raspberries & water.
The around 1 pm it was lunch & dad made chinese cabbage dish, dad was complaining that it were a diet dish & stuff so to that i ate one piece of bread.

When i get home i'm gonna write my down my food schedule, maybe i should write down what i eat so i know when it's starting to spin out of control. I walked from mom to dad so that's about 15 minutes of walking... Probably the most exercise i've done in awhile.

I have just been sitting on the couch playing Sims all day, there's nothing else to do plus it's fun.
I can't stop re-opening cuts so it never heals, i don't want them to heal... I want to keep cutting but how can i do that now when i've told them?

Anyway my cousin & her mom can't come today because she got sick & now she's in the hospital. Nothing major seriously just an infection in an organ, i can't remember.
But they'll maybe come later this week if she feels better.

...

It's 11 pm & i'm supposed to be in bed but i've just gotten ready on my calorie page, like the foods that are most common in my "diet" or whatever. So i know, i'm think i am going to try count my breakfast intake & then i can write it down here. Oatmeal is the bomb like it's great.
So i tried writing a food schedule but it didn't work out well so i did this instead, it's so easier.
& i really need to know.

Nothing was in the mail today but i'm hoping that tomorrow something fun is going to be there.
Mom & i watched the 6th episode from season 2 of Heroes, then we played a card game.




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