In the afternoon i ate two small crispbread pieces, Then for dinner around 19 - 20:00 we made our own spring rolls, the filling were just some vegetables so it was healthy.
Well a while later i had cravings for some chocolate but i didn't eat any instead i took an apple.
I noticed that it takes around a half an hour for me to eat one sandwich...
Me & Panda have been going out a few times today so i have burned some calories so i feel a little less guilty. My weigh-in is on Friday... I'm really nervous & i think i've gained some weight but mom thinks the opposite. How much i weigh will affect my eating, i really hope i lost some weight even that i know it's impossible & i know that's not the plan. But a girl can hope.
I only have one cigarette left... it sucks but we have money so problem solved.
& i haven't cut in like two days... I'm going crazy. In can't because Panda's spending the night until Friday & i don't want to cut when she's here...
Well basically i have scars on my thighs from last year but now i have on both of my wrist so yeah, this has been going on for a long time. My parents know that i have cut myself on my thighs but they think i've stopped because i didn't do it for a few months but then i just didn't care anymore.