This day is total shit, i don't know how much i've eaten but it's a disaster.. Ugh i'm so damn fat, i can't do this anymore... Why is it so hard in the evening to just survive the day out? If i keep feeling like this & eating like this then i'm out i'm done. I've probably gained tons & what can i do?...
Ugh i'm so ready to die right now but no that's not gonna happen because no one wants to kill me.
Can someone give me a reason to keep fighting because i see no point.
I want to plunge a knife in my stomach just to end it right now.
I'm too ashamed to say what i've eaten, no one eats as much as i do, like fuck.
Sew Intricate – The War Against Ourselves